My god this woman is beautiful.
Buzz Lightyear and Captain Oats.
Birthday!
Spent my birthday in Liverpool with Elizabeth, we wandered, talked, ate Krispy Kreme donuts, devoured Nandos. Bought records, watched a Beatles film and visited the new Museum of Liverpool. I had such an amazing day.
This is why I get up everyday.
Oh I am a lonely painter
I live in a box of paints
I’m frightened by the devil
And I’m drawn to those ones that ain’t afraid
I remember that time that you told me, you said
“Love is touching souls”
Surely you touched mine
“Cause part of you pours out of me
In these lines from time to time
Oh you are in my blood like holy wine
And you taste so bitter but you taste so sweet
Oh I could drink a case of you
I could drink a case of you darling
Still I’d be on my feet
I’d still be on my feet
This girl is amazing, just saying.
Sitting in Elizabeths room drinking coffee listening to 6 Music waiting for her to come back from the last day of her placement. I’m going to take her out for dinner and some dancing to celebrate. She has had a rough time of it the last 5 weeks and deserves to be treated.
Sometimes you pause for a second and realise just how fucking lucky you can be.
I haven’t written in a while…..
Maybe because we only only use these things for laying out our feelings when the feelings are negative. Maybe we only write these things when we need reassurance. I’m not sure but in times of being content or pure of heart we, certainly I, don’t write as much. So there you have it. I guess I am pure of heart right now. The only gripes I have with modern life are the constant drain on my finances no matter how good my salary is and work itself. However these are things everybody deals with and certainly not worth the typing effort. Me and Elizabeth? It’s very real, we have plans. By plans I mean dates of when things will be happening. Living 5 hours apart has given us an incredible amount of time to just talk. We have gotten to know each other so well over the last 6 months. That is why I just know this is right.
As of now? I’m sitting scrolling through tumblr listening to Bill Callahan and drinking coffee. This is when I think, my mind wanders al over the place and scenarios pop in my head. I started writing jokes. No idea why. Maybe I’ll share some soon.
This is my inspiration board, it’s covered in cycling pictures and an Ace of Hearts card from my gf.
